Things That Make Me Happy
A Palette Cleanser of Sorts
Last week I was able to share some of my unfiltered thoughts. For those who texted me and started interesting and constructive conversations thank you so much!!! 😊
As a palette cleanser of sorts, this week I want to share some things that make me happy.
Kpop Demon Hunters
Ya’ll. Have you seen KPop Demon Hunters already? Early in my transition, like when only Kim and some friends (I’m looking at you Jen) knew about my cherished secret, I got very deep into BlackPink, Twice, Red Velvet, and ITZY. Something about hyperfeminine was so attractive to me and it didn’t take long until my entire family was yelling “hit you with that DDU-DU DDU-DU” (and for the record, Jisoo 😍 is by FAR my favorite). To say that BlackPink helped me in my transition is an understatement but it’s also very hard to explain. Doing all the dance moves, trying on 😅 and absolutely hating what they were wearing, and overall just joining the Blinks was so healing to my journey.
Fast forward to a while back, when KPop Demon Hunters was released, and seeing such a beautiful journey that is almost directly overlayable with a trans journey AND songs that are now on repeat in our house, I can’t be more excited. So please do me a favor and listen to the music video above and as you do that, imagine baby Lana (my friends call me Lana) slowly becoming herself.
Pie To Go
🎤 I think I caught the open mic bug - and I’m to another one this week and share of my new songs. It felt so amazing and I felt supported by my friends and the people that showed up. So if you have nothing to do this Tuesday, hmu and come hang!
🏊🏼♀️ I’m going to the pool today. I’ve been to a public pool before, but that was with a pride bike ride and there were tons of queer people jumping into the pool with me after the ride. I’ve also been at a hotel pool but that’s kinda private. I haven’t been to a public pool with my family ever since I’m out. So… I’m kinda nervous 😬
🧆 A weekly traditions that I’ve been looking forward to ever since inception is our “family dinner” which is just a dinner with dear friends and we typically end with a cuddle puddle and a show. I love my sissies so much! 😍